How it all began Part 1

How it all began Part 1


Ever since i can remember i have been into wearing womens clothes. There were even pictures of me as young as 4 or 5 wearing high heals and i remember wearing tights under my school clothes in the winter.


I often used to wear bra's when i went out walking in the country under my normal clothes and by the age of 14 i would go out for long walks in the woods or on country paths dressed in girls jeans, bra, knickers, tights, and depending on the time of year either a boys ro girls jumper and walking boots. In the winter when i wore a boys coat i would have all girls stuff on underneath and just a boys coat and boys walking boots.

Sometimes in the summer i would wear girls shoes/boots and go where i knew no one else would be walking too.


I was lucky living in the country on an old farm where i could keep all my girls clothes hidden from my parents.

Sometimes i would wear them in bed too and i had a few near misses with my parents almost catching me.

I did not have any gay/bi tendencies at this time, and had always fancied girls and had lots of girlfriends.

When i reached 15 and got my first proper girlfriend, i decided that i must stop this activity. I actually took all my clothes and shoes and by then i had got an old wig too, and went to the woods that i used to walk in and burnt them all.


I thought this was the end of it and that would be that.


So I thought it would stop .... i had underestimated my feelings and urges for this.


Still aged 15 i discovered on one of my many walks a layby on the A1 which had a small wooded area. People used to leave porn magazines and all sorts in the woods there.


Lots of womens clothing was often left there and one day i found a whole bag full of underwear. All clean and new looking. I just could not leave it. I took it and hid it back on the old farm.

I started wearing the odd item again but not too often at first. I still had lots of girlfriends so time was taken up with boys stuff like dating, football, discos etc. However, when i went walking in the country i would almost always wear knickers and a bra.


I started to make sure most of walks went past the layby so i could check it and sometimes you would see people having sex.


Once i watched a couple have sex and then the guy came all over a porn magazine they had been looking at as well. After they had finished and drove off i went over and picked up the magazine. Inside was a picture of a couple having sex over the bonnet of car - just like they had been and it was all covered with his cum.

I don't know why, but i scoopped a little bit up on my finger and tasted it. It tasted ok so i tried some more until it was all gone.


I still did not have any bi/gay tendencies, but i think that was the point i started to wonder.